So Christmas 2005 has come and gone.  It was nice.  Here's a mini update:

Wednesday i spent at home alone being excessively bored. then Jeff (my neighbor) fixed my tire so i went to wally mart, and the library.  then i went to wills house and we went to Greenbrier for the sole purpose of retriving chick-fil-et that he had a coupon for and forgot.  we went back to my house and i ate pizza, then we went and looked at Christmas lights in Woodards Mill.  it was fun.  we got movies from blockbuster and watched the terminal.  <3

Thursday i spent the afternoon with Will after i woke up at 11:30....oops....we went to Mac and did some last minute return/shopping. Then we came over to my house and hung around with my parents.  His cars abs went out.  it scared the shit out of me.  then he left and i took myspace whore pictures. i went over to his house and we went out.  we went to scary big lots, then office max.  all on military highway.  then we went to wendys and sat and ate our salads and french fries.  dropped some books off at the library, and back to his house.  we sat in his room all night making cds.  then we did a little dancing to a lovely louis armstrong song.  it was really really cute.  <3

friday i spent the day watching saved and doing chores. then my grandmother/grandfather/grandmother/cousin came over and we did some present trading.  i got: $$$, a tank top, some underwear. will came over and my parents gave him a bob dylan book (which i got my dad hahaha ironically that he helped pick out).  then we went to his house and i gave his parents the cookies i made them.  his mom gave me a coach bag !! and a sweater.  and we traded gifts <3 love game me the elliot smith cd that i got him...haha and a book "nothing feels good: punk rock, teenagers, and emo" so i can learn the history<3 this was in addition to the christmas gift he already gave me of that book "2001 things to do before you die" that we've been filling out together :) i gave him a smiths tee, bob dylan poster (that his mom had orignally gotten him too) and a used copy of elliot and a clash dvd that we watched...hahahaha....so i'm taking my elliot smith back and getting something else so we can keep the pyro train working.  :).  love burning cds.  we watched the clash dvd, and part of the used dvd, then layed around.  it was really nice.  i love him a lot.

today i woke up to my mom asking if i was joining them at 8am.  we did presents: i got a dig camera, audrey hepburn calendar, spa-ish type stuff, a tweed hat, some jewlery, and this freaking awesome book about the Musee d'Orsay in Paris <3likeomfg<3 it was great. so then i went back to sleep, read for a while, showered, and the family and i went to see "Meet the Fouckers" or wahtever. it was rather amusing if not a bit vulgar.  we went to my grandmothers house for dinner, and then came home.  i went to wills and we watched VH1 for a while and talked whilest (i love that word) listening to horrid rage which wasn't so horrid afterall.  i leave for dc tommorrow for 2 days with the rents.

i'm so thankful for everything: my family, will, my friends, my clothes, my car, my health, my grades, my dog/cat, my sanity, my shoes, my hair, my legs, my cds, my planner :) all of it. everything. my whole life. i love it and everyone in it<3

now i just need to get into college and i will be freaking complete.

current mood: melancholy

Man it has been a killer long time since i have updated.  i need to do it more often.  i miss darling eljay and all that writing requires.  i miss writing intensly <3 i miss a lot of things though.  last time i updated was last sunday, well about a week and a half ago. 

monday the 13th-i went to coffee with katy, but ihop was closed b/c they were having a staff christmas party. wtf.  we got mickey dee's coffee and wandered around the arbarium.  it was supremely fun! then i ran to a financial aid meeting, and went back to hummels and then to the ymca with her and horton. 

tuesday the 14th-i had the winter concert for chorus. i lost my dress. i ran around like a crazy person and then finally i went to school and oh conviently it was thre. 

i don't remeber what i did on the 15th and the 16th oops.

whatever.

friday i babysat at these nice peoples house.

saturday i spent the day with katy hummel. we went out shopping all day it was really fun.  and i hit a car. oops. and we had way to much sugar, and lunch with chris robinson and his lady friend <3 saturday night i went to dinner with: will, mark, keith, brad and brittany at joes crabshack. after a harassingly fun night with the whole birthday thing. will me and mark went to volume and then dropped mark off, and will and i cuddled around and drank homemade hot chocolate.

sunday i went to church with ashley and did my paper.  it snowed sunday night! likeomfg. i wasn't expecting it at all. we had no school monday <3 and it was so weird b/c i needed that time to do my paper and clean etc. finished all my christmas shopping. 

today we had school, ash steph and i caroled in first and second bell. i ate way to many cookies than what was good for me.  blahzay. then party in french where i talked my grade into an A versus a B.  hell yes.  then we played bored games in pysch. got my final transcript. yes. ready to finish these.

aquilla party that turned into a napeleon dynamite watching feast and then a bunch a kids hanging around....sara, lisa, will, justin, jess, steph and katy kern and sam stopped by.  weird evening. they all left and will and i were alone to chat. now i'm tired. downloading music. and thinking about all i have to do over the holidays. fuck that. g'night.

current mood: annoyed

Wednesday was pretty uneventful.  I went to school. Got a 70 on a bio test, a 79 on a french test, ran my bum off at the YMCA, came home and went to sleep.

Today was much nicer :) i got my beautiful senior class officers tee shirt with a giraffe on it, Mr. Woolery subed form Mrs. Woolery in English (her son) and Christina told him that she had a crush on him...hahaha.  Biology was uneventful, Mr. Wieck picked up a flagpole...long story....French we did an essay and i clearly stated my thoughts in french, hopefully spelled correctly.  Pysch was Pysch...Mrs. Smith = Crazy.  Then i had Chamber and sang/played the kazoo with my ladies.  Miss Ashley and i decided that we were going to go to the next Teen Night at Peabodys.  And i walked to my car, low and behold my darling boyfriend had left a Rose on it <3<3<3 ah he is so fabulous.  Went to his abode, picked him up, went to the blockbuster and got day after tommorrow with the evertimless donnie darko (aka Jake Gilenhall)<3<3<3 and then Wendys for dinner.  Came back here and as i was walking in i stepped on another rose <3 ah i love this boy.  he's too precious.  we watched the movie, ate cookies, looked through my lil box :) and then i drove him home.  what a fabulous night. 

crazy weekend ahead, saturday's the show at Monarchs if anyone want's tickets.  parents are out of town again.  sunday's church with the girls.  and 2 days off next week!!!!!

i love life except my bad grades.

ps. today was 4 months <3 ah i'm so in love.

current mood: ecstatic

halloween: mowed lawn, cleaned, pictures put in order, homework, christina stopped by, william and i watched part of "I know what you did last summer" and I ate too much candy.

monday: slack day at school....blah...went with jess out for a bit, then with chris and will to the Mall to buy absolutly nothing. dropped off the boys, 10 seconds at this haneous aquilla bowling thing, than an attempt failed at making alfredo while watching SNL....bad bad smelling burning milk! all my fault.  home and beautiful sleep<3

today: YMCA, my fabulous boyfriend picking me up b/c i'm dumb and locked my keys in the car, cookies with jess and christina, Mr. Farley's APUS luncheon at Olive Garden, kids vote with miss chara, guitar center with love and chris, then television and resting with will <3<3<3  nice weekend.

mad homework. </3 blah. elaborations possibly at a later point in time.

current mood: exhausted

so i guess eljay has become the "uncool thing" and everyone is all obsessive with myspace. no one every upadates these anymore (including me). but i have a hardcore excuse. my computer crashed.

so well. i don't really remember much of this week, let's use the planner to help! monday i did nothing but go to the YMCA. Tuesday my lovely boyfriend and i hung out at his house and talked, wednesday  i worked on the Aquilla float and jess and i got our haircut. thursday i didnt go to school. well it was homecoming week, so i was a fairy on tuesday, and that was about the extent of my spirit.  friday was homecoming it was intense fun, and a little sad to be leaving.road the Aquilla and Mag Frat (negative on the jade) float and we won! freaking awesome pirate if anyone saw it , what a beast...then i went to wendys with jess, and then to chris's to hang out with him and will. layed around and watched the first episode of the OC. i must say i'm in love with that show. this morning i woke up early but didnt go to pysch club sunrise, i slept. then did some computer work, and will called saying they were ready for makeup! oh heeby jeebys i wasnt dressed, so i got ready then went back over to chris's and put makeup on will and him, and we went to party city to complete bob dylan costume for will with a hat. then to harvest for freaking 6 and a half hours for the battle of the bands. the boys played well, saw a bunch of kids, sold some merch. then to wills house to sit on the sofa and talk. nice evening. now i'm tired.

lot's of self examination going on as usual...ate way to much sugar today. a bit hyper/tired. slightly confused by life. blah. goodnight.

current mood: confused

this weekend was really busy, and it's a busy week ahead. sunday i went and did float stuff, and then went with will to the battle of the bands meeting. then today i went to school, and a pointless chorus rehersal. then to wills and wendys and the student leadership thing. busy week ahead, lot's of meetings and stuff. i need to finish my w*m application, get the final recommendations and my transcript and stuff.  petty pick up stuff.

lot's of things have been going on lately, but everything seems to be falling into place nicely.  i'm a little on edge at moments, and then others i'm ridiculously happy.  mood change.

got report cards today: A in AP English, A in Pysch, B in French 5, B in AP Bio....blah. wish the 2 b's had been 2 points higher, then they would have been As.

can't wait till the weekend to relax.

ap english and then bed. goodnight angels. i don't want to reveal anymore to bore you. no one on eljay reads it anyway....or they sure don't comment. as they should<3

current mood: thoughtful

An update for all you devoted eljay readers:

friday: went to AQ in the morning without a teacher? then school. our labs failed misersably in ap biology, i was disappointed that our critters didnt glow :( </3 that we didnt make new creatures growing. then after school lisa and i went and picked up toby in the pimpin mini van, just like ol' days. i miss that girl, i never see her anymore. then i went over to will's and he and i and chris went to mac mall and shopped a bit (i managed not to buy anything) next to best buy where will purchased the elliot smith cd just so i could burn it lol. went back to his house and finished farenheight 911 finally. it was very effective in it's use of slight propoganda, and it had some majorly good points. i was quite impressed, but i don't think it was as good as bowling for columbine. we then watched tv together, and just rested. it was nice. came home, talked a lot. figured somethings out. i'm so different now, some good, some bad. i'm not quite sure who i am anymore. i think i've started to lose myself, i'm working on finding myself again; but it's hard when you look like everyone else, i'm not quite sure which girl i am. mulitple personalities? as jess diagnosed. "but i talk in the mirror to that stranger..."

today: i was going to go to alicia's yard sale, but i slept in too late. i went with will and chris to the thrift stores on VA beach blvd, and then party city and the dollar tree searching for materials for costumes.  then off to brennan simpsons house to work on the AQ/Mag frat float. (shhhh. not telling what it is it's a suprise).  ended up that jess, me and steph bought $50 worth of paint from home depot.  then dropped it off there. i went to wills and helped him on his project. then we layed around and talked for a few hours. watched some of the homecoming game with chris, and then i left. it's been a long full day.

"but now we speak with ruined tongues, the words we say aren't meant for anyone."

current mood: loved